it's been a little over a year since my last post was up lol i'm sorry.
this year has been a roller-coaster ride tho, and amazing as well at the same time.
been 10x to Japan, hit numerous tickets to arashi concerts, had my first trip to Tokyo with my bf and spent a week together with him, got my first fan service from my fave idol, etc. things have been going great, but not with my uni lol. presentations and papers have been driving me wild, and i'm terrified of my next step after graduation. so many uncertainties and unclear things. I'm not even sure of what I wanted to do next.. all i have been doing is attending class and getting my assignments done, like literally nothing else. i've been looking up for postgraduate degrees but i'm not sure with my own capabilities. like.... there's a lot of things to prepare. i'm not ready yet, but i know eventually i must get that shit done.
i'm scared what should i do :(
